I want you and I don’t want to be a luxury. I want you to need me. I want you to not be able to concentrate because you’re thinking about me. I want you to reach for your phone because you thought of something you have to share with me. I want you to not even be able to breathe at the thought of never seeing me again, because that’s how I feel about you.
Have you ever met someone
And theyre so fucking perfect in everyway.
And maybe they arent perfect to everybody, but to you theyre just absolutely amazing.
The way they laugh and smile and talk and think and look and just everything about them and everything they do just keeps amazing you.
It’s kinda sad isn’t it?
That someone could hurt you so much that you have to write about it.
this is how I know…
Do you want to know something so sick? The whole “he broke my heart but I can’t hate him.” Speaking from experience this is the saddest thing ever. Someone literally breaks your heart and stops speaking to you; they probably fucked you over.. however, despite everything he has done to you, you can’t hate him. And it hurts so much and that is how I know that I am so in love with you… one year later and you are still the only person in my heart. And god damn, I have tried talking to other boys. It’s still you…. I know you still love me but under these circumstances we can’t be together. Perhaps next year if we still love one another something can blossom but right now I can’t.. and neither can you. This breaks my heart… but I am working on myself. I am becoming my own source of happiness and it’s going to be okay.